Need a drink

For some reason I am feeling some high anxiety this week. I don't know which stressful thing it could be, so many to choose from. I just keep having this crappy feeling, like something going wrong. Who knows. All this work is getting on my nerves, and the mortgage shit is on a day to day basis stressful. I am used to that. I really hate it, alot. I will be so happy when this shit is done. Just need to get through the summer. I hate having to waste the rest of the summer working like crazy, and it doesn't seem worth it at times. I just keep telling myself, a month off in Italy. Hopefully I will have enough. A month off is costly. I will be planning shit a little differently for next year when I leave, and will be done with this mortgage shit. I need to figure out what I want to do when I get back though. A temporary career change may be in store. I won't be eating too many pot brownies/cookies. I want to be able to talk still, and not feel retarded. I really need to have a drink, I need one now. But have to start teaching the kiddies here in an hour, so that is out. Can I mention again how much I hate this job??
I am hoping for a relaxing weekend after the work day tomorrow ends.
ok I am getting out of here, maybe I will have time to go home for 10 minutes before the next job, hahaha........